Cosmic lightning bolt

Cosmic lightning bolt

You are an awareness in an existence made up of endless electrical charges.
You are an electrical charge flowing through an eternal existence, for what purpose and ends who can say?
You are a electron in a vast current.
Your desire for individuality isolates your consciousness from an infinite existence of absolute freedom.
You lose this freedom on order to create a feeling of separate self-awareness.
The feeling that you are an individual living in an isolated existence is due to your desire for individuality, the desire to do things your way.
However, you fear being lost if you willingly forfeit your absolute freedom.
And it happens.
Everything in your earthly existence is due to your wanting to be special, of wanting unique experiences.
This leads to feelings of self-importance that compensate for your fear of having lost all.
Imagining that you are unique and individual is vanity.
However, these feelings also protect you within your new experience.
Your desire for an isolated experience leads you into an existence where you must use an ego as a vital tool for protection.
Your mind creates your universe and all of its contradictions, through your desire for separateness.
You want to be alone, feel unique and personally experience awareness.
Uncountable other awarenesses go through the same process and the result is uncountable worlds.
You are one of trillions.
This reality is one of zillions
Comparison and curiosity enmesh each of these seemingly separate awarenesses.
They agree on common rules to create a unified and shared reality.
This one is known as earth and is made up of countless laws, rules and agreed obligations to make its experience real.
Now it seems impossible to separate from.
There are endless other realities, all made up from common agreements.
The believers in this reality have made it so rigid that is seems impossible that there could be any alternative way of living.
Beliefs are so firm, so entrenched that the shared mind makes it almost impossible to allow a return to the original state of electrical unity.
Of course this is not true but because your mind refuses to consider alternatives, you are trapped.
You are a victim of your own imagination and vanity.
You have forgotten that you are a drop of water in a raging river of awareness.
You imagine you are separate and special but the reality is that you are a consciousness amidst endless consciousnesses.
The combination of mass consciousnesses with a common mentality creates universes and then worlds.
They are all seeking and clinging to their own feelings of individuality for without this, there is no separateness.
The stronger these feelings become, the more separate your awareness is from your own truth.
You are an electron amidst a cosmic lightning bolt.
You are not an observer of the thunderous power of the cosmos, you are that power.
You are the lightning bolt and you are the isolated electrical charge.
Problem is that you dreamed such a fantastic dream that you believed in it.
Now you can’t wake up.
How bizarre!
Your only way out is to remind yourself that you are absolute freedom for that is still your essence.
You are not your ego or your vain self-pitying emotions, you are everything without the terrible restrictions that you have accepted from this reality.
You are an electron, a simple electrical charge that imagines it is a world.